i just have to have as good of a time as i can, knowing that shit is fucked up and it’s my fault but it’s out of my control and ahhhhhhhhh. 

focus on the positive. 

i’m so ready for prom to be over. this is the worst way to start the day. i’m sorry. i’m done with the stress. i just want to be happy but here is some excellent bullshit i should have dealt with earlier. sorry i fucked people over and sorry i’m such a bitch. so much stress i still don’t feel like i’m out of school. 

first time at a hookah bar tonight! it was so exciting to show my id now that i’m legal. the women even said happy birthday to me :) 

we smoked pineapple and strawberry. it was lovely. 

so strange how i’ve been waiting all year to be this old. time is such a crazy thing. prom is fucking TOMORROW what 

done with high school. 

i’m so fucking old i wanna cry and laugh and i don’t even know 

park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor, dream about me

last night this song will be about me

turning 18 in three minutes

end of my childhood… what. 

staying in on a friday night to do my project GOTTA GET IT DONE 

birthday weekend gotta be stress free…. relatively

FUCKKKKKK 

it’s a perosnal reflection kind of project too so i can’t just look up the answers on wikipedia 

hmm i guess nobody was excited about my mitt romney income calculator… 

WHERE MY LIBERALS AT?!?! 

my least favorite part of tumblr is all the godammn snakes

i mean we’ve talked about this people

i’ve had it with all these mother fucking snakes on my mother fucking dashboard